october, 2020

24octAll Day25The Reignite Weekend : Holland, Eindhoven 24th & 25th October 2020)

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There is life after childlessness, despite what the media, your friends, your mother and your inner bitch would have you believe! A meaningful and fulfilling life that makes sense to you because you custom-made it for yourself.

This Gateway Women Reignite Weekend is for you if you’re:

  • A woman who wanted to have children but it didn’t work out for any reason: infertility; didn’t meet a willing or suitable partner; your partner didn’t want (more) children; a chronic illness; a badly timed breakup, etc, etc. There are so many ways this can happen;
  • Struggling with relationships with friends and family as ‘the odd one out’ and really missing having a supportive group of women friends to journey through life with;
  • Wondering where your mojo went and where the hell to start looking for it!;
  • Lonely and confused about your place in society when all you can see around you are mothers and families;
  • Knowing that you need to make some changes to your life but feeling too tired, sad & uninspired to know what to try next;
  • Worried about growing old without children and grandchildren;
  • Furious that you ‘Did all the right things’ and have still ‘ended up’ in this difficult position;
  • Ready for a Plan B (C, D or Z!) but are either convinced that you’ll screw it up, or scared that you’ll never find a meaningful alternative to a life centred on motherhood.

£295 GBP Earlybird (by 2oth September  //  £350 GBP full price after // Book with a £100 GBP deposit
(this will automatically convert to your local currency at time of booking)

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This Reignite Weekend is being led by Jody Day, founder of Gateway Women and Karin Enfield-de Vries, Gateway Women's European Lead. It will be in English. 


KARIN ENFIELD DE VRIES is a licensed Gateway Women workshop facilitator (GWS) and Gateway Women’s European Lead. Bilingual in English/Dutch (and quite handy in a few other languages too!), she lives on the Dutch/Belgian border with her British husband and cats and is childless due to a hysterectomy at 33 as part of her treatment for cervical cancer. She works in Business Transformation and Change Management, guiding people and corporate teams through transformations, as well as being a yoga teacher and singer. A graduate of Gateway Women’s 2018 Online Bee Plan B Mentorship Programme, Karin is 2019 World Childless Week Champion and is particularly interested in developing a better understanding of childlessness due to cancer. As well as co-facilitating Reignite Weekends in the UK and leading a monthly GW Benelux Meetup Group, in 2020 she will be leading Reignite Weekend (in English/Dutch) in Holland as well as being one of the facilitators for Gateway Women’s 2020 Online Bee Groups. She is growing awareness and support for Gateway Women in the Benelux region, which has its own Dutch/English website at Gateway Women Benelux. email: karin@gateway-women.com

Over the course of this Reignite Weekend you will:

  • Unpick the assumptions that the culture has about motherhood (and non-motherhood) and let go of what doesn’t ‘fit’ you;
  • Look at where you are holding onto unhelpful ideas and shame about the life choices you’ve made (and the non-choices too) which have led you to ‘ending up’ without the family you hoped for;
  • Explore and express unresolved grief about your childlessness – grief which our culture neither acknowledges, understands nor allows (and consequently, neither do we, sometimes);
  • Reexamine the dreams and goals you had for your life before you became convinced that having a baby was the only thing that mattered;
  • Reignite your passion for your life and start thinking what your ‘Plan B’ might be for a meaningful and fulfilling life without children;
  • Meet your new tribe – the wonderful, powerful, wise and funny Nomos (not-mothers). There are more of us than you realize and we’re not the bunch of ‘weeping weirdoes’ you might fear! In fact, we’re a pretty amazing and courageous bunch of women.

More details and to book

  • Dates: Saturday 24th and Sunday 25th October 2020
  • Times: 9.30am – 5pm
  • Cost: GBP £295 Earlybird (by 2oth September), GBP £350 full price after. Places bookable with GBP £100 deposit (which also reserves the Earlybird price if applicable). All balances due on/before 2nd April. Once you have reserved your place, Karin will be in touch to arrange your balance payment method – either PayPal or direct bank transfer in Euros equivalent. If you wish to contact Karin about payment methods please email here karin@gateway-women.com
    To book, please go right to the bottom of this page.
  • Lunch & Breaks: Water, coffee and thee are included at “De Dommelhof”. A simple lunch is provided (a sandwich, juice and a piece of fruit). You may bring your own packed lunch if you prefer or for dietary reasons. We’ll also take a morning and afternoon coffee break of 15 mins.
  • Where: DE DOMMELHOF, Fazantlaan 27, 5613 CB Eindhoven, Netherlands https://stadskamers.nl/locaties/dommelhof/
  • Directions: If you are coming to Eindhoven by car, you drive directly to the Fazantlaan where there are plenty of parking options. Please note that the inner city of Eindhoven is a paid parking zone. An alternative option for free parking is on the Reigerlaan (next to the school) from where it is a 5-minute walk to the Dommelhof.
    De Dommelhof is a 10-minute walk from the Eindhoven Central train and bus station.  If the walk is too far for you, you can either pick up an OV-Fiets from the train station or grab a taxi / uber. Both should take less than 5 minutes. Link to Google Map
  • Accommodation: Accommodation in Eindhoven can best be booked via:Airbnb.com – various spaces available in various price ranges Booking.com – Gives you deals on hotel rooms and B&B’s in the centre of Eindhoven. Often does good deals on hotel rooms in the weekend.
  • How Many Women: In order to create an intimate and safe atmosphere, the workshop is restricted to 16 women only.
  • Who is the Reignite Weekend for? Women of any age or sexuality, partnered or solo, who wanted to have children and for some reason, it didn’t work out. If you’re keen to move forward and create a meaningful and fulfilling life without children, it’s for you. If you are childfree by choice or still hopeful of creating a biological or adoptive family, this won’t be a good fit for you. Childless stepmothers welcome. If you’re not sure if it’s right for you, we’d be happy to discuss that with you before you book – just contact one of the facilitators above by email and/or they’d be happy to arrange a time for a quick chat on the phone.
  • What is the cancellation policy? Your £100 deposit is non-refundable.  If you cancel prior to 20th September you may request a refund of any payments made (minus your deposit).  After that date, we can only refund your payments (minus your deposit) if we can resell your spot. Should we need to cancel this event for public health reasons, you will receive a full refund of all your payments. For this reason we do not recommend booking any non-refundable hotel or transport plans before 20th September.

Some feedback from women who’ve taken part in previous Reignite Weekends:

It was such a supportive and brilliant course – so great to meet and share time with other Gateway Women, and it allowed me to challenge myself and see my way forward to my Plan B (Tilly, 48, UK).

I had absolutely no idea what to expect from the Reignite Weekend really, and just thought I’d give it a go and had nothing to lose, but from the minute I stepped through the door and received a welcome hug from Lauren and Karin, I knew I’d made a good decision. I only finished my last IVF cycle 2 months before, which was the end of my journey to trying to have children. So it was all really recent and raw for me, I was worried it may be too raw and I may start crying and never be able to stop. I knew I’d accepted that this was the end of the road (I had absolutely no desire to do any further treatment or try adoption or anything else for that matter) but accepting the decision and outcome, and dealing with the enormity of that outcome are two completely different things, and I definitely hadn’t recognised the importance of or made any progress with the latter. Karin and Lauren were so kind and caring and funny and empathetic, and guided us through the various exercises at our own pace. I loved the weekend, and would love to do it all again!  It’s the start of a long process for me, but I’m now taking steps to increase my happiness levels and to help me through the grief process, and I know I need some help in doing this. The group has stayed in touch through various mediums and this is an absolute support backbone for me.  I love looking at our group photo, our tribe, it really helps remind me that there are other people (normal people!) out there going through something similar to me and that I’m not alone. I would definitely recommend the weekend – if you’re even considering it, I’d say that means you probably need to do it (Sally, 43, UK).

Overall, I’m am extremely glad I attended. It has shifted things in my head, long held beliefs and the black cloud and  negative attitude to myself and my situation. I think it was exactly the right time in my infertility journey for me to be there. I had been sad and alone for so long and I was ready to move towards acceptance and letting it all go in favour of something more positive.  Before the weekend, I hadn’t even realised quite how bad I had been feeling for soooo long. Since then I have been much more positive and have learned to really like myself again. I know there is a way to go but I feel good now, for the first time in about a decade. It was so helpful to meet other women just like me – diverse stories yes, but similar in so many ways. I could see how strong and brave and funny and cool all these chicks were – and that they were just like me – but I didn’t feel any of these things about myself – I do now! I am still in touch with them and this has been REALLY instrumental in feeling better about myself.  Our facilitator was absolutely wonderful – so real and honest and it helped so much to hear her story and hear about her recovery too (Ella, 44, UK).

I attended this weekend with some ‘butterflies’ but it’s ended up being one of the best things I could have done. I’m more equipped than before I attended the event for moving on and getting to grips with my plan B. Best thing though was meeting the other Gateway Women and seeing I’m not alone… (Faye, 41)

I was very daunted (as I’m sure everyone is) about the workshop itself, but adding in the money and the distance it was definitely taking a chance and a risk for me, and it more than paid off. The facilitators were so lovely and welcoming and really helped to create what felt like a very safe, warm and loving environment. They gave us the time we needed to speak and really be heard and responded with such empathy. Being childless is something most of us can’t speak to our nearest and dearest about because nobody “gets it” so it was very refreshing to be in a room where everybody was in the same boat (albeit different circumstances). It was the first time I had ever been amongst a group of women where I didn’t feel alien-like or inferior. I even told the ladies how surreal it was to be there in a room with them knowing we all have this factor of our lives in common (Nicola, 34, Australia).

I can’t describe the massively positive effect finding GW and attending a Reignite Weekend has had on my outlook, my life, my relationships, my ability to smile at babies and their mums again! (Kate, 43, UK)

The experience of meeting the other woman was very powerful and empowering for me and I am grateful to Gateway Women for allowing us all the time to discuss a myriad of topics and emotions, some of which continued in the pub on Saturday night (Sylvia, 51, UK).

After getting to a very low point I thought I’d try the workshop. It was a great weekend. Just having the chance to think and explore my feelings with likeminded people was so helpful (Leila, 39, UK).

I really only had emotional room for the therapeutic side of the workshop and, for me, this was largely about the group discussion which took place, which was as powerful as I’d hoped.  However, I was also surprised to find myself feeling more comfortable than previously (through the day 2 exercises) about the thought of embarking on a possible plan B mainly through the new understanding that this is actually largely about internal shift; my previous efforts have all focused on external change and have felt forced and I now understand why (Katie, 51, UK).

The course was excellent; well structured, clear and relevant and which helped me to understand the trauma I’ve been struggling though after finding out that we can’t have children. I met some amazing women on the course whose stories of facing difficulties with so much dignity and courage will stay with me. Thank you for giving me hope (Janet, 47, UK).

One of the best things about the course was simply committing to the idea of it and attending. The intention to face the situation and work through it has now undeniably resulted in action. To be in a group of other women from different backgrounds, all coming to terms with childlessness for different reasons normalised what has been a very scary, isolating thing. Despite the structure, there were plenty of spaces to dream. For me, listening to other women talking about their loss re children triggered warmth and hope for my own situation. By empathising with them and accepting their pain it was easier to understand and accept my own. I also liked the emphasis on reclaiming the lost parts of ourselves, through brainstorming, art work and conversation. I was expecting a bit more future life planning but by the end of the course realised that once the grief is attended to properly a plan will probably emerge. The message to take it slowly, use each other, books and whatever resources work for us, was more realistic than the grand schemes I had in mind.  The only way it could perhaps be improved is if we could have scheduled another weekend in a years time to see where we are at! (Zita, 53, UK).

It was a stimulating weekend. The facilitators were welcoming, empathic & ran the event with care – they are great role models too. I have taken away many positive vibes and ideas (Caroline, 60, UK).

The weekend was very touching and meaningful for me. Our facilitator was fabulous, as was her authenticity, which we all loved. She told us her story so we felt we were all in a group together, all on the path to healing and balance together. I’m older, and wish I had known about you 8, 10, 15, 20 years ago when I was 47 and going through my own deep confusion. Now at 67, I can see how lonely and invisible I felt (Margaret, 67, USA).

It was amazing to realise I wasn’t alone, other women shared the pain, anguish, fear that I did, each with their unique story and each wanting their life to move on, but not sure how or where.  I took the plunge and signed up for the workshop not knowing what to expect, or if it “was my sort of thing” – and it was the best thing I could have done. (Kristian, 42)

The weekend was a moving, enlightening and powerful experience. I was so moved by the stories of all the other women. There was lots of crying and lots of laughing too. I feel an amazing (almost miraculous) connection with them which is alive and well on our post-workshop WhatsApp group… The weekend has helped me to embrace my grief in a way which I hadn’t allowed myself to before, and has given me lots of strategies to work through it. The weekend has also released a massive creative block which I didn’t even realise was there. Writing and drawing about my experiences seem to already be part of my ‘Plan B’. I am also thinking a lot about self-care and putting it into practice as much as possible – not a habit that I have been very good at previously. The facilitators were wonderful – they structured the days very skilfully and listened beautifully to everyone – holding everyone’s stories, emotions and reactions in such a supportive way. Being part of this sisterhood feels amazing. Thank you. (Carla, 42, UK)

I attended the Reignite Weekend and I wholeheartedly recommend it. If you are feeling unsure about whether to go, I would say definitely do it. You will be in safe hands and in a very safe environment, sharing with other Gateway Women really helps and the exercises really get you thinking – in a good way (Laura, 42, UK).

I had ideas about what my plan B was, but thought they weren’t worthy enough. The weekend has made me realise that there’s nothing wrong with my plans. As one of the facilitators said, ‘There’s nothing wrong with living an ordinary life’ and that’s the one thing that’s stuck with me. Thanks to the weekend I’ve now got some great women I know I can talk to now and who will understand. I hope the Reignite Weekend will continue to help women all over the world for many years to come (Lisa, 39, UK).

I have been stuck in grief for a long time that hasn’t been shifting. [The weekend] helped me to understand exactly what I was feeling and why. Home now – I feel lighter, more positive and more gentle inside than I have felt for ages (Becky, 52, UK).

The weekend was supported and held with love. The facilitators guided with care and gentleness and the activities flowed seamlessly and easily allowing each of us to find our way into acceptance, grief and moving on. Nothing was forced, unnecessary or rushed. It was surreal being in a room full of women who had very different stories but had the same thing in common. For this I am truly thankful to have experienced as it was so empowering to feel that I am not alone anymore. I am excited at the prospect of this group flourishing into long lasting friendships and it’s made me feel great that I’ve suddenly acquired a new set of friends after just 2 days! (Anna, 48, UK).

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This deposit will book your place on the Reignite Weekend. Your Workshop Facilitator will be in touch to arrange the balance payment.

Price £100.00

Total Price £100.00

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october 24 (Saturday) - 25 (Sunday)


De Dommelhof

Fazantlaan 27, 5613 CB Eindhoven, Netherlands